|
♠ HTTP://FJILLZIE.BLOGSPOT.COM ♠
visited,
viewing.
chiakkkkkk //
just make sure you are in the right website yeah?(:
hate me? Just click here!
|
♠ PROFILE ♠
Fauziah Jill J.
already twenty + 23071990.
single but not available (:
FACEBOOK. TUMBLR
fauziah90@hotmail.com
LOVES
the whole entire family. DearieDivas. singleLADIESdolls. KH-BPBG peeps. E-SUMBANGS. friends.
chocolates. ben & jerry. pizza. chatting. making new friends. volunteering. trying out new things.
doing community service. traveling. exploring new stuffs. and MORE.
WANTS & NEEDS
class 3 license. iphone 3gs. iphone 4. leather bagpack. watch. bicycle. roller
blade. new clothes. dslr. mont blanc pen. pull over hoodie. shades. shoes. & MORE.
|
♠ ENTRIES ♠
.Monday, July 31, 2006 ' 23:11 ★
yesterday.
well, went to bedok to watch PSK final.
missed a few of the matches since we
arrived late at 3pm. oh well, everything
was okay2 ar. only that a few of the jury
macam siakk. kelong btol.
hmmm.. abg baby ganyut didn't get gold.
but oh well, at least he got silver.
overall, grasio did well. was in 2nd for
overall champion and was the champion
for remaja. both seni and tanding. wheee.
powerr ar. =)
hmmm.. fadhli got silver aye. though i
thought at first he would win. but, ape
kisah STA dapat overall champion mah.
ada betol tak? hehe. congrats.
after the ceremony, there is a speech time
by them especially by uncle. anyway, great
job guys cause they still sustain the second
place for overall champion.
after all that went back home. as expected.
got scolded. cause i should be home at 6,
but instead i went home at 10. can't help
it mah. anyway, my family started this
'sunday is a family day' since last week
all because sis ask us to do so. hurr. cause
she afraid that i might mix the wrong
company and there will not be good family
bonding between me and my parents.
ohwells.
today.
firstly had chemistry practical test.
then in the afternoon, had english paper 2.
kaoz. the passage was boring and the words
are all very chime nia. i nearly gave up that
i fall asleep. but then mr ho wake me up and
told me to complete it. hurr. after all that,
went to ava because they have been asking for
us. cause they want to ask for our opinion and
sort of which don't take more than 5 minutes.
as expected, that 5 minutes turns into nearly
an hour. but oh well, it totally waste syaz, sak
and my time just being there cause we don't
find a need for us to be there since they don't
really need us. like for every idea we gave, they
so called changed it. and oh, that guy keep on
twist and turn sak's word. thank god sak was
fasting. ah. whatever la eh.
k ar. i think that's all for today. wanna eat.
hungry.
.Saturday, July 29, 2006 ' 23:57 ★
chiakkk //
okay. time to update people. hmmm, well where
should i start aye?
22/07
follow sak and syaza to sim lim square to look around
for their d&t circuit thingy in the afternoon. then,
rounding at bugis till 6. then we decided to walk to
the riverside. actually we want to go to the bridge there
but we walked at the wrong direction. so in the end, met
the guys and talk2 for awhile before the three of us
decided to walk further down and finally sit somewhere
near. moments later fazz joined us while the rest of
the guys went back home. so we slack till 10+. and aww,
they sang me advance birthday song. =) hehe. thank
you. reached home late. supposingly kena scolded but
oh well, didn't happen. because the next day my birthday
mahh. hehe. =) anyway, thanks people especially saf, sak
they all stay awake till midnight and then call me up and
wished me happy birthday.
23/07
first and foremost, happy birthday to me. =) and also
to audrey, reiner, mus' friend and whoever birthday
fall on the same day. =)
well, went to sis house and celebrate my birthday
there with my sis family and mak cah and the kids
from my paternal side. the cake was super delicious.
always the ice cream cake. =)) superb. and aww, the
kids gave me handwritten birthday card done by
themselve each. so cute. =)) nice2. =) then after mak
cah and the kids went back home, sis ordered pizza.
we ate the new cheezy bites. yummy. =) then went
back home. thanks sis for the treat. =)
24 to 25/07
school was okay2. normal. eh, not really. some just
make me pissed off. grr. but never mind. tuesday
night went to kh as usual. didn't train cause was
tired and somehow fed up because of them. then
when walking towards the area, saw someone so
familiar, and ermm that was Rzal. =) didn't expect
him to be there. anyway, after the training ended,
talked to him for awhile about whether one of the
PA system family especially him got talk about
me or not. he said nope. but oh well, i think i did
made him pissed off for awhile for asking the
same question repeatedly. so i sms-ed him saying
sorry. its been a long time since i last sms him.
26 to 28/07
school was okay2. only that was kinda stressful
since we have to speed things up for f&n coursework
part b. well, whatever man. sick and tired of doing
coursework. can't wait to get it done and over with
soon.
friday the 28th, wasn't really a good day
afternoon for me. was busy doing coursework, yet
they have to interupt me and sak and syaz. bingit
seh. how come they wasn't that independent enough
eh? haiyahh. and i can't take it when they keep on
saying that we have the stuffs (ppt, speech & etc)
when most of it they should have done it on their
own. grr. but thankfully, R sms me back which
totally made my day. at night, as usual the BG
people never fail to make me smile. =) love them
alots. hehe. anyway, it was our first time officially
sparred with each other, right iqa? hmm.. so
i finally got ice blended chocolate from Abg S.
wheee2. and i also got a bar of chocolate from R.
cause he bought two and ate one already and
decided to giveaway the other one. =) so i got it.
=) thankk youu.
today.
stayed at home the whole afternoon.
then, went training at bp 8 with iqa and farah.
and wheeee.. got one happy news to share. but
i decided to tell next week. most probably sunday.
=)
okay now. feeling so sleepy and stinky and smelly.
so got to go now. wanna shower and sleep. see ya.
.Thursday, July 20, 2006 ' 23:22 ★
chiakkkk //
hmmm. so nothing much happened today. only
that as usual, i will sleep in class. this being my
don't know how many times this week. anyway,
my class been receiving two chupa chups today.
one from mr wee for don't know what while the
other one is from mdm azizah for our improvements
with social studies. hmmm, the other classes
seems jealous since we got 2 chupa chups. haha.
okay how childish of me. actually, of course, they
aren't. hmmm.. finally i finished my planning
for f&n coursework part b. i shall say i don't
think i will do a great job for it. haizz. so i just
have to concentrate on theory then. after
school had chemistry remedial. wasn't selected
to attend though, but i just come.
then after that made our way to the tuition
centre. got to meet a few of the new tutors
from njc. sak and i had this one tutor. she is
okay though i prefer my first tutor. but anyway,
since i got no questions to ask, i just do my own
revision and then fall asleep for like half an hour?
hehe. couldn't help it ar. was so sleepy although
nowadays i sleep way way earlier than usual.
anyway, haizz.
it's just a few days more before i finally
turn 16. as the day coming nearer and nearer,
i miss my brother even more. haiz. another
year of celebrating my birthday without my
brother. =( oh well, 1 year plus to go eh? whee.
okay.
on a happier note now,
tomorrow is friday. wheeeeeeee. *grinss*
you know what i'm talking about right, iqa?
hehee. okaylah. basically that's all for today.
see ya another time. byeee.
.Wednesday, July 19, 2006 ' 22:37 ★
chiakkkkk //
yesterday.
was kind of stressful day for me.
what not. had 5 straight tests.
worst still, i didn't manage to
revise for most of the tests. what
i did for all is simply last minute
revision which don't work. oh
well, never mind though.
today.
hmmm. so today was quite okay.
had two tests today. geog and
maths. hmm.. can manage a little
only i guess. see how it goes later on.
well, today received my first early
birthday present from cikgu siti.
thanks. =) and also rhe second
early birthday wish from her. wheee.
the first was from my net friend, budi,
from indonesia. hmmm.. i wish one
day i can meet him.
anyway, after school went to iqa
house and just slack over there.
more like i slept there for awhile
while the rest of them was doing
something else. =)
hmm. okay. i think i stop here for
now. wanna sleeep. =) me now
good girl seh sleep early but i will
still fall asleep in class especially
today and yesterday.
.Monday, July 17, 2006 ' 21:27 ★
chiakkkk //
today.
so the home room thingy just started
today. quite okay ah. only the fact that
during every interval quite noisy ar and
we have to carry our books everytime.
well, i used to leave the textbook under
the table so that happened just now i
leave my books under table at sc rm 2.
thanked god it was still there when i came
back to that room after school. phew.
after school went back home for awhile
before going back to school for the O lvl
MT LC. its kinda complicated ah. but i still
can manage. =) after all that went to westmall
with sak,syaz,nad and walk around2. and
shop for food. =))
sunday.
didn't go for madrasah since i was lazy.
furthermore izzah didn't go too. well, had to
go to work. i shall say i didn't regret going to
work cause i earned alot for my commission.
wheeee. anyway, something happened at work
just now. quite scary ar. anyway, i was quite
pissed when iqa called and told me about
mamat vs ismail match. about the fact that
actually mamat is winning this match but in
the end he lose when ismail decided not to
continue since mamat accidentally hit his
face but it was ismail's fault. and all this happened
just a few seconds left before the match ended.
how frustrating it it. ishhhh. hah. if only i was
there and witnessed all this, i would be even
more pissed seh.
saturday.
wasn't at home the whole day actually.
went out early in the morning to meet
syaz and sak at bb mrt to go to innova jc
to support bani for the pengacara competition
thingy. and oh, only then i realised that my upper
left hand was hurt and there were bumps here
and there and bengkak. eh, quite big you know.
this, thanks to iqa. hahaha. after the competition
thingy went to nanyang poly to watch the matches
as usual. and oh, an exschoolmate of mine, Rafi, lost.
but he got the third position anyway. congrats. =))
after all that, the three of us proceed to lorong lew
lian for our demo thingy. it was my first time ar. the
whole demo thingy was okay. and hmm i did quite okay lor.
=)) had to the jatuhan with iqa and the silat pengantin
with her also including farah. hmmm.. so called i did
somewhat of ganda and regu. anyway, i did win one of
the lucky draw prizes. haha. the prizes kinda funny ah.
so just gave it to cik jamaliah. =))
anyway, the journey back home was great ah
despite of the place was quite cramp. was entertained
by few of the guys who so called had a mini karaoke
session in the van. wakaka. suara dorang sedap ah.
ah ye. pictures i will post it later2 lah kay?
now i wanna revise for tomorrow 3 different
tests. arghhh.
.Friday, July 14, 2006 ' 23:59 ★
chiakkkkk //
well hmm.. the day was equally
divided with both ups and downs.
somewhat ah. many things happened
in school. yep. during PE, had to do
the pft with few others cause we missed
the test that one fine day. then after that,
those misunderstanding happened between
them that nearly cause a big fight. i was
shocked. i didn't expect that kind of thing
will happen since they were just like
playing around earlier on. one thing for
sure, i don't like the fact that the guy lied
to the teacher and excuse my friends for
doing something that they did not. like
what the hell. and please guy, stop with
your "i'm not a violent guy // i don't do
violence" craps. hurr.
anyway, after school i had to the
physic pratical test for awhile. after
which, got interact club meeting.
more like reflection speech time from
the sec4s and the outgoing heads and
excos. so, it was the last meeting
for the sec4. sad seh. anyway, tears
started running down the cheeks
when syaz gave her outgoing speech
and her words of encouragement
followed by me and finally the
president, inah.
" to the incoming heads especially
and the rest of the interactors.
i wish you guys all the best.
thank you for giving me the respect
and support as the 2nd head. i'm
sorry if i did scold you guys for no
reason. i will definitely cherish
every moments spent with you
guys. lastly, take care.."
anyway, after all that. went to queensway
with 4e5 malay students to survey class
tshirt shop and also to celebrate fazz
birthday in advance.
talking about birthday,
Happy 16th Birthday to Amir
on 14th july
and Fahzil // Fazz on
15th July. =))
so yeah. after all that went for training.
i/we didn't have the mood for the training
which we always been looking forward to
friday's training. i couldn't concentrate
much for training and the practice for
demo thingy cause every now and then kept
thinking about that friend of ours.
worried.dissapointed.frustrated.
anyway, trained for the demo thingy till
very late. reached home and i got scolded.
but it was kinda funny the way mum scolded me. =))
and oh, something happened just now. sorry eh
cikgu, we promised this is our first&last.
and oh just now. he smiled and hormat me
when i saw him after i hormat the instructor
since we're late. hehe. i miss that smile of his. =))
okay lah. that's it. wanna sleep.
.Wednesday, July 12, 2006 ' 23:45 ★
yesterday i received three shocking news. and
guess what? today, i received another two
freaking shocking news. most of the news, i can
take it. but not the latest news. seriously. i was
shocked to death. like really, ya Allah. what's
happening to this world or should i say what's
going on with some people around me. haizz. i
shall not further more elaborate on it.
anyway, school was pretty much okay today.
only a little bit of stress here and there with
preparation for f&n coursework part b and so on
and so on. the only great thing that i can say for
today is when me and my f&n classmates had some
sort of f&n practical experiment thingy. mandy and
i got to deal with the chicken while the others had to
deal with vegetables. so we fry and fry. mdm norliah
had to leave us early cause she had the oral thingy, so
guess what? all of us decided to fry all the chicken that
was left and then, ate it of course. it was fun. well, it does
seems like all of us never ate a chicken before because
we all like "oh my god the taste is so nice" and stuff like
that.
at night, supposingly we had to practice for our
upcoming demo this saturday but it was cancelled
since the cik jamaliah had something on. so farah decided
to go yew tee to witness the people there training or
more likely, she want to meet ahem2. so iqah and me
just follow. before we go, met up with shukur and
irsyad to practice the demo thingy by ourselves.
moments later, fahmy and his brother drop by for
awhile to practice their ganda. after that, the three of
us bids goodbye to them and off we go to yew tee.
thanks farah for the taxi fare to and fro. =)) so
that's how i spend my day for today.
that's all. now had to mentally prepare for the f&n
coursework part B planning exam tomorrow.
scary. wish me luck. =)
.Tuesday, July 11, 2006 ' 23:59 ★
chiakkkkk //
well didn't go to school again. was still
sick. aiyo. so stayed at home lor.
anyway, that's not the point why i choose
to blog today. the point is that i think
that dunia ni dah terbalik. seriously. eh,
not that lah. its more like something
wrong with some people brains. seriously.
i still can't get the fact that that guy whom
i respect as a friend is like that. like oh my
god. i just feel like typing it out all here but
i don't think so. menambahkan dosa aku je.
so i just have to zip my mouth and keep it
to myself and keep on wondering. aiyo.
all i can say is that i pity those guys goes by
the name S_____. like what iqa- said, they
seem to be dumped like shit like no one's
business. kesian seh.
anyway, just now drop by keat hong for
awhile. as usual. thought of joining them
for training, but decided not to. tired
lahdey. tired for don't know what. anyway,
it was that cik bibah's son birthday. =))
after all of them tutup-ing the gelanggang,
its time for the singing of birthday songs,
birthday cake, goodies and sabo-ing.
it all started when abg zamri and who arh
throw the flour on that birthday boy. then,
after that that boy hug me from behind
making my shirt dirty. so from there i start
to throw the flour especially at abg zamri.
hehehe. directly on the face you know.
and then whoever arh who was near to me.
and abg zamri revenged back on me by
mixing the flour and the birthday cake and
slap on my face. haha. i was half blind then.
overall i enjoyed myself. =) oh ya, for the
first time ever, i joined in the demo. now,
had to practice doing the silat pengantin
and the jatuhan thingy or whatsoever for
the demo on this saturday night. aiyaya.
okaylah, wanna sleeep. tomorrow school
mahh. =))
.Monday, July 10, 2006 ' 22:13 ★
chiakkkkk //
the weekends was okay-okay lahh. got to meet
those people i long time never meet. my seniors people
like ryhan and rafi. and those friends like kak ria, yana
and all that. and oh not forgetting zack, one of my
RYLAmates. anyway, finally we talked to rizman after
for so how manymany times seeing him at jbcc/bedok.
quite friendly ar he actually.
saturday was mostly seni. so yeah. hmm.. sat with the
ite people since there got abg zamri. =) the usual
crappiest him. he with his non-stop SMI motto.
Sendiri Mau Ingat beb. =)) well after watching the
IVP, went to have a quick bite at al-azhar with iqa, imi
and farah. thanks farah for the treat. loveee~ oh here i
must say, someone is paisey to think that this person is
the waitor of al-azhar since he wore the same colour
collared tee as the rest. hahahaha. the person is non
other than the usual slenge ..... . heheh.
sunday was tanding category. most matches were
greattt. =)) np seems to win most of the match.
gerekk dokk. and oh, adi's opponent kick him on the
face nia. he tried to continue but cannot take it anymore.
painful ar. many people say adi step berlakon just to
win the match. but i believed he didn't. cause i believed
that adi is the guy that will never give up during matches
and certainly he's not the guy yang suka main kotor lahh.
aiyayaya.. and more lahhh. and oh, i think the timekeeper
didn't keep track of the time. it was like a few of the
matches ended so late and at times, it was fast. hurrr.
okay enough of all that, the slenge person yesterday was
also slenge today. hahaa. can't stop laughing to think
back what has happened. want to know? ask me to
re-act it later2. =)) after that, went to hara with
KH-BG loves without him to have a quick bite. ate the
egg tart and tasted a lil bit of the bbq chicken rice.
sedapp dokk. =)) and oh, farah left hara so the
early. haiyah.
today.
was awaken by the loud cheer from my father early
in the morning when he say "GOALL!! ITALY MENANG.
PADAN MUKA FRANCE." haha. i was so called happy lahh.
cause i never did support france. actually i gave up on
this year world cup when my favourite's brazil and
england didn't make it to the semi-finals. but oh well,
world cup is over. =)) i must say, i didn't much enjoy
this year world cup compared to last four years. hee.
anyway, i didn't go to school. had fever, headache
and flu. so just stayed at home and only go to
polyclinic.
and oh.
people do know me around my neighbourhood aye? i was
on my way walking towards saf house to grab amir sweater to
sell when there's a group of malay guys lepak-ing at the playground
whom i don't know when suddenly they say "eh tu fauziah eh?"
and call me to go there. terperanjat beta. but i just ignored.
i thought im this very2 low profile girl there cause i don't and
never lepak with any of them before. furthermore, im good girl
mah, just sit2 at home or just went out with my friends or kh-bg gang.
hmmm.. i think probably what saf and iqa said is correct. hmmm.
anyway, i don't know if tomorrow i will go to school.
still sick lahdeyyy.. buhhh. but i will try to come to
school lorrr... okay la. skeeping time.
.Friday, July 07, 2006 ' 23:17 ★
chiakkkk //
okay. im bored. so decided to update.
so, for the past few days, wasn't great.
more like sucks. some people just cant
stop pissing me off aye?
anyway, last saturday. that guy so
called shouted our name in front of the
other people. was so called a shocking one
arh. like unexpected like that. well, many
of them saw the incident and that unhappy
face of his. and that lady, saw us just keep
on staring and jeling ing at us. one thing for
sure, that man, nak tipu tk tau tipu nia. whatever
crap of his saying about insurance won't cover
whatever shit.
shit lah he.
HAHA.
besides that, mum called me. said that i did
wrong on the payment thingy at work. she keep
on nagging and nagging. asking for my explaination
and whatever stuffs, like hello!! the account file wasn't
with me that time, so how can i double check it? grr.
end up an hour later she called again, saying that i did
nothing wrong only that my boss quickly said that i
press wrongly which is why he saw 120buck on the
settlement receipt thingy instead of 20bucks. what the
fuck.so in the end, he was wrong. kiwakk. next time
please laheh double check before you accuse me and
sort of. itsfreaking bingit okay till i bad mood for a
moment. argh.
last tuesday.
was okay2.
one thing for sure, i hate that 3 extra people that
was from the east side and then come down west
side. stepping pulak tu. ishhh.
yesterday.
gerek2 ar. =) anyway, if there's nothing that
stop me from him, that transparent thing, i would
have hug him already seh. miss him so much.
my beloved brother lah. seriiously, i miss how
he hug me and comfort me the other time. i
love u bro.
JUST NOW was fun. =)
lovelove it. and oh, we're in talking term aye?
whee. haha. which i thought we won't. but oh
well, its funfun. =))
kkk. end.
.Saturday, July 01, 2006 ' 10:59 ★
chiakkk //
so the past few days, i've been good. =) paying attention
and doing all the homeworks that i supposed to do.
eh, not really lah actually cause i fall asleep in class a few
times. but oh well, its so much better now compared to
last two term whereby i didn't pay attention and just
doing my own stuff aye. AH, i receive a compliment
from my co-form teacher. wheee. saying that i nowadays
come to school early and wasn't late. improving aye. i
really hope i can maintain all this for the next few months.
=) InsyaAllah. Amin.
so, yesterday was my O level Malay Oral. i did okay for
the reading and did quite okay for the conversation.
basically, i screw it up. haizz. i was a little bit of gagap-ing
sehh. oh well, i believed that i can pass for this but i can't
get distinction for it. how i wish to turn back the time
and redo it all over again since there will not be any
second time for this. but never mind. and yesterday
night was fun and exciting. i lovelove it so muchh. =)
anyway, that couple and family really sucks seh.
called my house and confront me for not going BP
for the past few weeks. and when i say i got tuition,
she bloodyhell don't believe it. making a conclusion,
that we are playing truancy. and thus, threathened
me that she will complain about this to uncle sheikh.
okay, that confront was fine to me. but waddefish,
she/they really told it to uncle sheikh aye. waddefish.
small matters like this also must complain ah? hah.
this just shows us that, they as a grown up people don't
know how to settle this SMALL stuff on their own.
can i say they macam budak kecik? eww. so later must
see him. sort things out. that is okay lah. but really, they
involving others in this is totally unacceptable. they are
innocent! making me/us feel so bersalah. poor pakcik rilek
have to talk to him also about us. hrr. but seriously, it
wasn't his fault seh. but then also must kena ah? assie.
i wonder what will happen later. hmm.
okay, one thing good is that now we're in BG and no
longer in BP care. yepp. =)) so now its KH-BPBG loves
that i'm loving everytime. =)
i end it here. will update later at night about what had
happen later.but before i go,
salam takziah to imi and family keatas pemergian orang
yang tercinta. semoga Allah SWT mencucuri Rahmat ke
atas rohnya. dan juga, insyaALLAH Allahyarham selamat
dikebumikan nanti. AMIN.
Al-fatihah.
------
|
♠ TAGBOARD ♠
|
♠ PAST ♠
November 2003.
December 2003.
January 2004.
February 2004.
March 2004.
April 2004.
May 2004.
June 2004.
July 2004.
September 2004.
October 2004.
November 2004.
December 2004.
January 2005.
February 2005.
March 2005.
April 2005.
May 2005.
June 2005.
July 2005.
August 2005.
September 2005.
October 2005.
November 2005.
January 2006.
February 2006.
March 2006.
April 2006.
May 2006.
June 2006.
July 2006.
August 2006.
September 2006.
November 2006.
December 2006.
January 2007.
February 2007.
May 2007.
June 2007.
July 2007.
August 2007.
September 2007.
October 2007.
November 2007.
December 2007.
January 2008.
February 2008.
March 2008.
April 2008.
June 2008.
July 2008.
August 2008.
September 2008.
February 2009.
March 2009.
June 2009.
October 2009.
November 2009.
December 2009.
January 2010.
February 2010.
March 2010.
April 2010.
November 2010.
February 2011.
|
♠ LINKS ♠
Abg Zul.
Afiqa.
Afiqah.
Aliah.
Amirah.
Atiq.
Daniel ♥.
Fahzil Ross.
Farah.
Fatin Liyana.
Fatin Sharafana.
Haiza.
Hazwani.
Hidayah.
Kak Fazlinda.
Kak Nadiah.
Kak Zanna.
Marinah.
Min Hui.
Mus.
Safiah.
|
♠ CREDITS ♠
images; xo
image hosting; x
misc; o
|
