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.Saturday, June 30, 2007 ' 23:58 ★
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just reach home from cik weng house.
had the 7days thingy. everything went smoothly. alhamdullilah.
after that, as usual whenever most of the cousins meet, we all will sit in one room and talk2 and stuff. since its at cik weng house, it happens at abg saiful room. well, we watch pochong 2 vcd. ahaaa. after which we continue talking, teasing one another, snap photos here and there and all that. & oh. its great that fiqah and abg atib was there. sad thing is that sportygurl, hana and abg khalis wasn't there to join us. buhhh. never mind. there's always a next time. sure it will be more kecoh and fun when ALL cousins meet. spending time with the cousins alone, it's the best thing to do. they never fail to make me smile. well. its family what. ahaa. darah daging Sa'aban and Alimah to be more specific. =D
anyway, before that met up with sisYAT, broNAS and their two colleagues forawhile. spend time together at sentosa. & oh. just now it's my first time touching a snake. man. the skin ah. wahlao. oh. i also got to hold it and put it around my neck. so the heavy seh, till my neck pain. LOL.
well got to go. tomorrow me working liao. must get enough sleeep.
darah daging sa'aban & alimah simply RAWKS MY WORLD. well yeah not forgetting KH-BG peeps & most of my friends especially eSUMBANGS. dey RAWKS my world too you know. =D
.Thursday, June 28, 2007 ' 20:30 ★
chiakkkkk //
sorry for not updating the past few days.
wasn't at home since sunday night.
overnight at cik salmah house from sunday night till just now. as some of you knew, my grandma ( maternal side ) passed away last monday morning at 10.30am. Innalillah. it was all of sudden actually. we didn't expect it to happen at that time. it's like i don't know. it was this situation when most of them are getting ready to go to the hospital since the doctor told us to do so because he say bout nenek's paru2 like the last time. and while me sitting in front of nenek browsing thru the doctor's prescription and cik sani baca doa2 while holding nenek hands. then all of sudden, cik sani calls nenek but she didn't quite responds and all the aunties that was there started to crowd around nenek and hugged each other and cried. and thats the moment nenek took her last breathe. i cried. all of us was panicked. called every single people that i knew. especially few of the aunties that wasn't there. i couldn't really tell them that nenek was gone. hearing their reactions via the phone. was like....
i couldn't continue. just couldn't.
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when i was born to this world.
i got 2 nenek & 1 datuk.
(1 datuk frm dad side passed away before i was born).
3 loving & caring people that is.
a decade ago,
atuk Sa'aban left me when i still need the love and the care from a grandfather.
last year,
nek kiyah left me.
and NOW,
nek Alimah left me too.
haizzz.. realising that i have no more grandparents now makes me real sad. no more "hi nek! hi tuk!" for me to say. i know there are still many elderly out there that i can call either that. but for sure, it wouldn't be the same like calling my own.
whatever it is, i know.
Allah swt loves them more.
and for sure i shouldn't and have no right to be angry and all that for taking them away. so yeahhhh..
as what from what iqah blogged, "i'm fine. i guess we all are. Just need a lil bit more time. to be really fine."
.Friday, June 22, 2007 ' 19:17 ★
chiakkkkk //
now just chatting and listening to songs only while waiting to siap for later. =DD
anyway, didn't go out just now. wake up super late. supposingly in the morning i need to go NUH for the volunteer thingy. but i didn't. oopsie. ahaha. received so many miss calls from the person in charge. buhhh.
anyway lets talk about yesterday.
well, so yeah watched Hot Fuzz. with iqah, hil, sportygurl. yepps. it was great movie though. especially the last part. ahahaha. bad words all came up. ouh. though at first i didn't understand the movie. wakakak. but i manage it with the help from iqah. eheee.
after the movie, sportygurl went back home. so left with us three. actually left with me and iqah. but hil came back. anyway, walk to the paragon for while. then we decide to eat at Al Ameen. yepps. took cab there while they of course bike. while waiting for 8pm so that no more extra $2, thought of inviting the cousin afiqah n the boy but they couldn't make it. so yeah. & OH. for a moment there i saw a flying phone across me. ahaaa. was shocked. well, the three of us had nasi goreng. but diffrent style/taste. yummy. went back home. then ate again. mum's cooking. long time never taste her cooking. yepps. then just chatting and listening to songs. then talked with Nemo, long time never talk with him, that birthday boy. err then sleep around 5plus.
okaylah gtg. wanna get ready. ooh wheee.
& Happy 17th Birthday n3mo aka Azril !!
&& Happy 19th Birthday Priya !!
.Thursday, June 21, 2007 ' 02:31 ★
chiakkkkk //
well3. was bored.
anyway for the past two days, tuesday to wednesday that is, i didn't go to work. cause i don't have to anymore. since that the other receptionist is back & is in pink of health to start work as per normal. & i only need to work on sunday & monday. woohoo. it's great cause finally i can have a good time revising all the 3 subjects for the o level. =) yeah hopefully. provided i'm not lazy. okay stop it. i'm going to revise. YES I WILL. =)
last monday while at work, iqah smsed me asking whether i was working on that day cause she and hilmi is on food frenzy kinda thing. belum sempat gue nak reply, all of sudden they're so called walking past my shop. wakakak. i can't really recall how i react that day but for sure the therapists was shocked. cause we're like talking then suddenly i shout, "eh atiqah!" then was like pushing the table and chair to get it out of my way and just go to her. okay. i just remember how. wakaka. anyway so yeah we chatted for awhile at the teh tarik shop opp the kampong glam cafe there. & i taste the pie that hilmi bought. quite nice. =) then back to work. i was shocked to see my boss was siting in front of the receptionist table which is my table. wkakaka. i didn't see him outside the shop or what just now. luckily didn't get any scoldings from him.
after work, as usual went back home with mum. i was in a very sleepy state that after i alight at the bus stop near my house, i walk like some kind of orang mabok. wtf. anyway, when i reached under my blk at the staircase there, i saw a couple passing by. from behind, the guy seems familiar at first with the white jersey he was wearing. so walk a lil bit to the front to see the name at the back on the jersey he was wearing, and so. it spelt out REDZAL. which is the nickname for rzal. so yeah. it was him. tried to call his name and be the friendly kind like wave bye2 that kind. but i didn't. okay i did. but it was soft. so he couldn't listen and furthermore they already like quite a few distance away from me. so yeah forget it.
okay forget about that. i spent my time these past two days at home; sleeping more than 8hours, watch tv, online, cooking and eating. yeahh. boring i know.
was craving for pizza hut just now in the afternoon. so decided to invite pP over my house and chill but she was sick. so yeahhh. it didn't happen. tried to distract my mind from wanting to order pizza by sleeping. so yeah. i sleep till 6-7plus. =))
today. later in the afternoon gonna catch a movie at orchard with iqah, hilmi n shuk. and oh maybe azmi. LOL! iqah was thinking of asking the cousin afiqah and her boy to come along but forgot they haven't turn 16 yet. coz we're watching some NC16 movie. it's HOT FUZZ. so yeah. so the sayang. & we can't possibly watch M18 movie if any, cause i still got another 1 year plus to go n shuk got a few months left. wakakakaka.
okaylah. i better be sleeping now. if not, for sure i will wake up late. and for sure we don't want to strain our neck to watch the movie by sitting at the front since there's no back seats left. buhh. so yeah we should hurry there and buy the tix. hehe.
& OH! kinah aka achi is back from INDON. yahooo. it's good to have her back. wheee.
&& i almost forgot. tomorrow i mean later at night about 9pm, Amir will be having a gig at cathay ben n jerrys. don't know if i'll be going not. malam jumaat horr. wakaka. m sure most of my ex classmates will be there and those same batch of mine. boy. i miss themm. see firstt ah. but anyway, gd luck to him.
okay i'm sleeeping now. lights out!
.Monday, June 18, 2007 ' 00:31 ★
chiakkkk //
the entry before this was supposed to be published last friday. but i think i forgot to hit the button publish post. so yeah. i published it already.
anyway, errr. wait i don't know what to say. geez. why when i'm always at this page, my mind go blank when at first i got lotsa things to talk about. buhhhh. okay i remember some.
yesterday, i received a mail from SEAB. woohoo. it's the entry proof. MAN! i got headache already. feeling the pressure now. aiaayaya. will really start revising soon. hopefully.
here's my timetable. well, all at Swiss Cottage Secondary School.
18 OCT Science(Phy/Chem) Practical
24 OCT Science(Phy/Chem) P3 @ 1430
25 OCT CH P2 (Geog E) @ 1430
29 OCT Mathematics P1 @ 1400
30 OCT Mathematics P2 @ 0800
02 NOV Science(Phy/Chem) P2 @ 0800
05 NOV CH P1 (SS) @ 0800
06 NOV Science(Phy/Chem) P1 @ 0800
THE END
blablabla. booom. scared. nahh!
i just remembered, i havent touch on humanities before. booo.
okaylah. gtg. wanna sleeep.
.Friday, June 15, 2007 ' 21:53 ★
chiakkkkk //
well. just got back home. not from work. just from bugis.
in the morning went to visit bro with the parents. ahaa. kept teasing him about that sis-in-law soon to be. wakakaka. smile je dia. then after which met nad at JE mrt. along the way saw the 5 guys so we went to bugis together. then reserved the table at the seoul garden. while waiting for the others, nad and me went shopping. oohwee. =)) when the fifi came we straight away ate at the seoul garden. yummy. =)) man. can say that my stomach is quite hard like a rock. wakakaka. rushed back home with nad just to catch the APM. ehehe. which is what im watching right now.
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nad and me after shopping. =)
relax first before continue eating.
one of those unfinished food.
oh ya anyway. i already knew that i won't be going to korea this coming 24 June with kak pink and kak nad. nahhh its okay. get to spend the time with the people here. oh ya, since im not going, that's the reason why i go shopping just now. yalah. unabale to shop at korea, so have to do it singapore. ahaha.
eh okaylah. i wanna go mandi. see ya.
. ' 00:05 ★
chiakkkk //
just ignore the entry before this.
anyway, work was as usual. after that, met pP at little india. she wanna change the punjabi dress. after which treat her makan the villas restaurant there. nasi briyani. yummm2. then went back home. talked about lotsa stuff while on the way home. overall, it was great hanging out with her despite the short of time. kaylah. me wanna sleep. gonna visit my bro at 9am nia. must get enough sleep already. tata.
.Thursday, June 14, 2007 ' 22:16 ★
chiakkkk //
eh, i miss rzal. random? i know. haiss.
was bored so decided to browse through my inbox. actually wanted to delete all those unwanted smses. then i came across all those smses that was sent by him that i've not deleted like more than a year now. read some of it. boy, later did i realise how badly i miss him afterall. i miss those time when we met for the second time at cckcc. the moment when he sat in front of me and look at my right toe that i just injured and offer me some help. another time when we hang out with iqa and imi to celebrate iqa's birthday. a time when he always like to touch my bag. a time when he want to meet me at night under my blk just to pass me two toblerones chocolates.
ahaha. i also miss those time that we kept on teasing each other busuk via sms if we find out one of us haven't bath yet la and all that. man. i miss him. actually i still not quite sure what actually happened at first that suddenly he stop contacting me back last time. then months later, we contacted again. then, it started again. haizzzzz. but whatever it is, i know it won't be like last time. so just forget it.
blablabla.
.Wednesday, June 13, 2007 ' 23:49 ★
chiakkkk //
just came back home werk. okay2 ar as usual.
i was amazed by this customer. org puteh ar. talked to him in english. suddenly, he reply in bahasa indonesia. coolness. not those yang baru2 ckp bahasa indonesia you know. it's like he master it already. all of us love listening to his bahasa indonesia rather than his english. haha.
& OH. just now, when i was on the way to work, dad send me with his motorbike, from far i saw a familiar face with his bicycle and was listening to mp3 i presume at the zebra crossing near Jurong Town Hall there. and boy, sempat sey me shouted his name and waved. he seems quite blur at first cause all of sudden there's someone shouting nak dekat masuk highway. ahah. i think he thought that he did something wrong or what. moments later then he realised it was me so he waved and smiled back. wakakaka. and that person was Uzair. ahahahah.
at work. i wonder how and don't know why that when i was actually eating Koko Krunch and was sitting at the foot reflexology chair happily, all of sudden, i fall asleep. hahaha. all the colleagus laughed at me. never see people sleeping while eating before. wakakka. strange2.
&& i'm craving for foods. all kind. i kept on asking questions "hmm. nak makan ape eh?" to myself and the colleagues. want to eat nasi goreng sefood lah, hor fun seafood lah, cheesy melts lah, oreo lah, sundae hot fudge lah, french fries ar. and many2 moree. rabakkk. & now i feel like eating Fillet-O-Fiah without the tartar sauce. aiyo.
Anyway, tomorrow i'm going out with the good friend Safiah aka pP. woohooo. 5.15pm. guess where? Little India! LOL. accompany her for don't know what. ekeke. and at the same time we're finding a husband for achi(sakinah)! haha. kidding. n aiyah. she's now at indonesia holiday-ing with the family. will be back on 19 June. lama tuhh. miss her already. and syaza also outside of singapore. where eh? i don't know. dah lama jugak tau tapi tak balik2. iskkk. ahaha. miss her too.
kaylah. im tired of typing. so end here.
.Tuesday, June 12, 2007 ' 16:24 ★
chiakkkk //
two days straight didn't go work. not because i don't have to. but because i'm just plain lazy. wakaka.
anyway, been chatting at irc since just now. started chatting there again yesterday. man, long time i never didn't go there. bout more than two years. most of the people i know there, isn't there anymore. people like stussygal and all that. well what i can i say, it's getting boring nowadays. chatted at alamak too but i always got disconnected there because of IP stuff so just forget it. met many new friends at irc. all kinds.
hmmmm.. maybe and maybe not i'll be going to korea this coming 24 June with kak pink and kak nad fer 2 weeks. i'm having this 50:50 feeling of wanting to go and not wanting to go.
anyway, wanna go cause my parents want me follow the kakaks go korea and jalan2 and explore and learn new things, especially my dad. & my mum wants me to get things there. furthermore, here's one of the time i get to travel to another country besides malaysia and indonesia. && its by plane. wakaka. and get to meet danial, liyana and the new people there.
don't wanna go cause to think that i'll miss watching the psk matches. i'll miss sportygurl first ever match. miss gombak fer two weeks. miss 2 lessons of science and all that miss2 thing. i don't want to miss it.
actually, still unsure of whether i'll be going or not. if yes good. if no also good. i just see how later. see what's god choose for me. seandainya, he knows what's best for me and everyone. & 'aku percaya tiada yg sia-sia semua kan ada hikmahnya.'
okaylah outs.
.Sunday, June 10, 2007 ' 23:58 ★
chiakkk //
sorry didnt update for long.
was busy with work and stuff. yeahh.
& i just got back home from work. damn. tiring like hell sey. i'm still waiting for that receptionist to come to work as per normal sey. so i won't be tired handling everything by myself. i still need her help sey.
anyway last thursday, went to the ex secondary school of mine with ayi and taught the edn silat thingy. was great ah. only that, i felt sleepy at times. hell. like not used to it like that. ahahha. then took pic with the juniors and oh. the nuradee bros. ooh whee. lol. n yeah was the first time i took pic with ayi. ahaha.
hmmmm. oh. it was my first time talking to shafir. lol. did i spell his name correctly? err. nvm. well it ended at 4pm. after which i rush to work of course. aha. i did fall asleep once there. darn tired lah. till a customer came in the shop also i didn't realise till that person wake me up. lol. paiseh seh. lucky tak ada air liur basi. lol.
yesterday supposingly i wanna go NUS to support the people i know. but sad seh. i didn't go. cause got alot of customers to handle ar. if i were to let the therapists handle, surely chaos one. rush here and there. ah. this is one of the reason why i want that receptionist to come back to work asap.
just now at work everything went smoothly. yepyep. the last appointment ended about 10pm. and i went back home at 11pm. doing all those admin stuffs. buhh. so i reached home around 11.45pm. that's with cab of course. i can't imagine what time i'll reach if i were to take mrt/bus. ahaaa.
eh kaylah. i wanna close my eyes and sleep. gdnight.
.Saturday, June 02, 2007 ' 17:45 ★
chiakkkkk //
yesterday was fine. yeah.
in the morning met up wit sakinah to do the volunteer at nuh again.
oh. i was late again. and the same time i also got myself mercedes cab just like last week. if this to continues, kan die ah. lol.
at the volunteer thingy, we saw the same kid, Alicia, again. so yeah play along with her and stuff. quite fun ah.
then after which, ate at the nuh delifrance. and gues who we saw? it's one of the fantastic four (the dance floor) guy. kinah was like so the handsome and stuff. lol. then, we decided to go to clementi. long time i never sat my foot there. lol. then we go shopping and all. was thinking to go to work straight but i was damn tired still. so instead, i went back home and sleep. =)) then watch the PGL. finally, i watch the full story.
just now.
went to work for awhile for 4 hours. then go to clementi. reached clementi saw safiah and also haizah. =)) we are like destinied to meet each other like that. then we ate nasi ayam penyet. yummy. =))
now im at the mcdonalds waiting for farah to reach. dari tadi sey. lol. luckily got laptop can go online and stuff. but! my battery now is running on low. i hope farah reached here before the batt died.
so yeah, for now im just bloghopping, blogging, and listening to songs. i get an excellent connection here. maybe because nobody is using the internet except for me. LOL.
okaylah. i wanna do something else. see ya. will update again later.
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