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.Tuesday, April 06, 2010 ' 19:18 ★
chiakkk //
so well, finally had that conversations days back. i don't know lah kan, i'm still as speechless as before, maybe still numb too? but oh wells. what i know, it's clearer now. the fact that it ended? thus no more complication. no more. sounds easy aye? but trust me it's that fcuking hard. no joke. what more if you still have the feelings and what not.
some asked, why did i have this conversation? well, truthfully i wanted to talk and settle about it like weeks ago. the day when we last met for that event. like especially after i got to know about this one particular whole thing by someone. thanks to that too, in which it helps me to understand & explain stuffs like why the sudden distance or should i say barrier? why the sudden cold treatment and so on that i've been feeling/noticing. so yeah. it's like why wait any longer, why not just talk about it now. wanted to talk about it like as in person so it'll be easier, but i just couldn't. don't know why. maybe im just not that brave enough to face it like an instant. so end up, it just got to be thru online. & i get it now. thankfully i didn't talk it out in person, cause doing it online it so tooooot. that at one point of time i just breakdown. like fuck. sure it's gonna be a whole lot worse if we talked bout it in person. i agree, knowing the truth, hurts. i can't deny that. but not knowing about it, and keep on living the day with the question marks lingering around with the sudden changes and all.. that. hurts. a whole lot more. oh wells, that's alright now.
so yeah. well one thing though, there's nothing for you to apologise. it's not your fault, really. i don't blame you. & yeah, thanks for all the great memories we had, D. (:
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